Trying to Make Sense of Things

Trying to make sense of things....and trying to find a way to get out of here for a few days. I'm trying to go to the beach.....everything is clear after a long walk on the beach. I just need room to breathe. This is the hardest punch I've taken in my life.....and there's been some pretty hard things thrown at me. I'm so confused....hurt....so many emotions and not one of them is helping me sleep at night...or eat much for that matter. I'll be ok...I'm sure of it....just need some time to process things. Thanks to all of you for leaving such caring comments....thank you.





Lyrics
I want to paint my face


And pretend that I am someone else

Sometimes I get so fed up

I don't even want to look at myself



But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I hate the way you look at me I have to say

I wish I could start over



[Chorus]

I am slowly falling apart

I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start

You might think it's easy being me

You just stand still, look pretty



Sometimes I find myself shaking

In the middle of the night

And then it hits me and I can't

Even believe this is my life



But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths

I'm not strong enough to deal with it