I have lots of things I want to say right now, but I'm mad, pouting, and in a downright bad place. Meanwhile, I'm still in a load of pain too from the TMJ. I have another appointment with a doc tomorrow morning. I've been setting up my sparkpeople and now I'm getting aquainted with my diet journal. I've gained more than a few pounds now so I've got to jump back on the damned horse. I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself and so sick of waiting to be supported by the one I love. I'm in charge of me and I'm responsible for me...with or without support. So, stick around....I'm about to break loose and it's gonna be some good reading....I assure you. I've been reading some of your blogs. I've left a few comments, but I'm having to be careful b/c the muscle relaxants are making me stupid. Don't wanna piss anybody off. Tami at Nutmeg Notebook...I came to your blog and looked at some of your newer posts, but I didn't leave a comment. I just want you to know. I feel so bad I've not been able to comment on as many blogs as usual here lately. Anyway, see you all soon....hopefully new and improved. It may be a couple or few days, but just know behind the scenes....I'm preparing and working some things out.