I want to thank you for all your comments and support. I'm sorry I haven't answered back yet, but understand I really want to. Right now, I'm doing all I can to keep myself distracted from smoking, I've got LOTS of things going on and tons of feelings I'm dealing with, and I'm super busy. However, when I get quiet for a few days....it's like the calm before the storm. You can almost predict the blogging weather accurately on my blog when there's been silence, b/c soon you'll start seeing blogpost after blogpost. Sometimes, I isolate myself when I'm going through something....then I get blocked...then for some damn reason that blockage moves to my fingers and keeps them from wanting to type. It's a hang up yes, but it ends up being good b/c it's like a lid on a shaken soda; the pressure builds and when it explodes, it's a friggin mess! Uhhh...wait...sorry, didn't make my point. Ok, it's good b/c once I've let the pressure build, everything comes pouring out in its most potent form of emotion. What I end up writing is raw, true, and it's like a huge release.........so hold onto your keyboards and your mouses...err..mice??, b/c the explosion is on it's way.