I've been crying from the physical pain. I've been crying about my marital problems. I freakin cried at the dentist office today when I started having a migraine from the TMJ pain, although the doc thinks I may need a root canal too. Oh, and I apologized for crying....ha! The dentist told me he's glad I cried b/c it told him how bad my pain truly is. I've never had anyone tell me they're glad I cried. Later tonight, I talked with a friend about what's been going on w/ my marriage. What'd I do??? I cried some more...I don't think I've ever cried around this friend....or any of my friends for that matter. Wow. I quit smoking and now I cry....I cry. I could go a year without crying before this....what happened to me?? Jeez. OH! And I apparently hug people now.....I was not a hugger before. I'm still kinda weird about hugging friends, but when I was hanging out with my friend Amy last week, I hugged her...and it wasn't a little hug. We got teary eyed and hugged for like 2 minutes or something. Is this healthy? B/c this is all strange to me. I was the person ok with these kinds of hugs-- ((hugs)). I'm changing....inside. I'm not depressed....down yes...not depressed. So the tears are hard for me to understand. Oh, and I think I might go back to college and I'm sleeping in my living room right now. I'm happy about it.....that's the strange thing.